Your Reply || Original Song

Dear God

There are a lot of things I wanna ask you 

Starting from the fact that I was even born 

Are you sure it was on purpose?

Or was I just another accident?

Dear God

There are a million things that you've left unsaid 

Like the fact that maybe I'm a defect 

I can never get anything right 

Am I really just another failure? 

On and on, my letters to you 

Keep piling up 

One to three to thousands 

My questions going on 

More and more and more and more 

I keep asking you 

More and more and more and more 

So please just answer me 

Why is it that, I am born the way I am?  

I wanna be someone too 

Why is it that, every time that I will cry? 

Sometimes, don't even wanna try 

Why is it that, I never really have a friend

I want to lean on someone too 

Why is it that, I almost never feel alive

Every day I'm dead inside 

Am I a sinner or maybe a criminal?

Hate being the way I am 

But no matter how many times I ask 

You will never reply to me 

Dear God

There are a lot of things I wanna say to you

Starting from things like the unfair world 

Do you know about my sufferings 

Or do you not even care? 

Dear God

There are a million things that you've ignored 

Like the fact, maybe the world's a mess

Nobody is never really alright 

Each day is just another fight 

On and on, my letters to you 

Keep piling up 

One to three to thousands 

My questions going on 

More and more and more and more 

I keep asking you 

More and more and more and more 

So please just answer me 

Why is it that, gender and love is a thing? 

Can't you leave us the way we are?

Why is it that, you always discriminate? 

He is loved but she is not? 

Why is it that, the strong will devour the weak? 

Is this really the rule of life? 

Why is it that, everyone will someday die

Is this really how it ends? 

Am I reaching out to you or not? 

Are you really listening? 

But no matter how many times I ask 

You will never really reply to me 

Oh, the sky, so blue, looking so pure 

But the dark clouds won't go away 

And it suddenly starts to rain 

Hey God

Are you crying there?  

Are you feeling alone too?

Watching us just by yourself?

Never knowing what to do  

Helpless over what's happening

Maybe, you're just like the rest of us

Is this the place that you dream of? 

The place that you filled with love?

But now it has turned into another hell 

I'm sure that you've had enough

Don't be sad, there will be hope 

I'm sure someday we'll reach home 

Suddenly, the sky is clear 

Everything will be alright 

Though I'm drowning in anxiety

I'm also downed in happiness 

Like the way that I'm sad

I'm sure there'll be happy days 

The rainbows start to show up

The winds whispers to me 

Maybe I'm overthinking 

But is this your reply to me?